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Monday, January 29, 2007, 6:42 PM
Thoughs..
Back from a short trip to Chiang Mai. I think I have something with Thailand. The last time I went, I had an upset stomach, this time, I had a bad case of food poisoning that required a jab. I'll definately think twice when someone suggests going to Thailand.
Well, I'll be leaving for Melbourne next week, next Thursday to be exact. I dont know, I feel.. scared. I know its not the first time I'm leaving home to go abroad, but its alot different this time. Back at the UK, I had the hostel, now I've got to stay alone. I had Max, now I have no one. I know there were a handful of Singaporeans before I went to the UK, now I have no clue. There probably will be a few, but.. still.. its abit.. daunting. Even though Australia is quite similar to Singapore, and the UK is very much more different, I'm more worried about going to Australia. Some say its a matter of getting use to that place, which I agree.
However, I'm still very apprehensive. Perhaps its because I had have the time to think about things, to settle all the paperwork, to look for an accommodation etc. I didnt have to do that before I left for the UK, all I had to do was to say Good-Bye. I had only 2 weeks to think if I wanted to go over, because school has already started over there. This time, I have.. 6 months! As the days come and go and the 8th of Feb is approaching, my heart starts to beat even faster. The more I see CNY decorations, the more nervous I get! I dont know how things will be like, I might take longer to settle down since CNY is around the corner and people are gathered with friends and family, but I'll be alone. Term in the UK started in September, by CNY, I already had friends, so CNY was easy to spend.
I'm known to be pessimistic about things, that's because I feel that its better to expect the worse and feel assured when it does not turn out to be that bad than to get hit hard when it does get bad. This aint good for health, but, its just the way I function I guess.
Apprehension: 95%
Excitment: 5%
oh boy..
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Yours Faithfully
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I love green tea anything, most of the time.
Chocolate is my weakness.
Currently residing in 4 seasons a day, Melbourne.
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Monday, January 29, 2007, 6:42 PM
Thoughs..
Back from a short trip to Chiang Mai. I think I have something with Thailand. The last time I went, I had an upset stomach, this time, I had a bad case of food poisoning that required a jab. I'll definately think twice when someone suggests going to Thailand.
Well, I'll be leaving for Melbourne next week, next Thursday to be exact. I dont know, I feel.. scared. I know its not the first time I'm leaving home to go abroad, but its alot different this time. Back at the UK, I had the hostel, now I've got to stay alone. I had Max, now I have no one. I know there were a handful of Singaporeans before I went to the UK, now I have no clue. There probably will be a few, but.. still.. its abit.. daunting. Even though Australia is quite similar to Singapore, and the UK is very much more different, I'm more worried about going to Australia. Some say its a matter of getting use to that place, which I agree.
However, I'm still very apprehensive. Perhaps its because I had have the time to think about things, to settle all the paperwork, to look for an accommodation etc. I didnt have to do that before I left for the UK, all I had to do was to say Good-Bye. I had only 2 weeks to think if I wanted to go over, because school has already started over there. This time, I have.. 6 months! As the days come and go and the 8th of Feb is approaching, my heart starts to beat even faster. The more I see CNY decorations, the more nervous I get! I dont know how things will be like, I might take longer to settle down since CNY is around the corner and people are gathered with friends and family, but I'll be alone. Term in the UK started in September, by CNY, I already had friends, so CNY was easy to spend.
I'm known to be pessimistic about things, that's because I feel that its better to expect the worse and feel assured when it does not turn out to be that bad than to get hit hard when it does get bad. This aint good for health, but, its just the way I function I guess.
Apprehension: 95%
Excitment: 5%
oh boy..
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Buzz Worthy
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