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When marimba rhythms start to play, dance with me, make me sway.
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore, hold me close, sway me more.
Like a flower bending in the breeze, bend with me, sway with ease.
When we dance you have a way with me, stay with me, sway with me.
Other dancers may be on the floor Dear, but my eyes will see only you.
Only you have the magic technique When we sway I go weak.
Michael Buble; Sway.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007, 10:40 AM

Posting updated as at 6:15 p.m

My lecture timetable for today.
Lecture C at 8
Practical from 4-6

Its gonna be a boring day.

Anxiety fills my mind. Day 2 of lectures and I'm already panicking. Found no reason for the sudden surge of anxiety, after all, its only day 2. I have to keep my mind occupied. Yes, that's what I'll do.

Had a weird nightmare last night. Felt like I was observing myself falling asleep as a third person. Felt this sudden pressure on top of myself. I could still toss and turn but the pressure lingered on. I wake up at certain times at night, unsure if it was still night or if it was early in the morning. A glance at the clock? 7 a.m. Closed my eyes and waited for the alarm clock to ring. Dragged myself out of bed, half way still being reminded of what I felt the night before.

Anxiety caused this? I have no idea.

Shall experiment with this thought tonight.

Practical was interesting, did a mini tour around the labs and classrooms. I seem like a small ikan bilis in a big pond of other fishes, feeling so new and insignificant. Everything seems like a blur although I can identify with some objects lying around. The opposite room were a bunch of Year 2 students I think. Judging from the expression on their faces, they seem to be able to identify clearly with what the lecturer was saying.

Am I impatient? I think so.